God Speaking

God you are speaking so loudly to my heart. I am overwhelmed. You have spoken to me through your Word, through music, through your sunsets, through the Oprah Christmas Special, through friendships, and even through the Return of the King. How do I reconcile all of this to you? How do I make it all come together and in the mean time function/ My heart is in a place of tenderness where I am afraid to move. I am afraid to act on thoughts and emotions. I am afraid of being hurt and afraid of missing something all at the same time. I pray that today I will not miss a single moment of what you have planned for me. God will you please speak clearly. Open my eyes, ears, and hearts to things of you. I love you God and want your best for my life.