I just took Jackson for a LONG bike ride. Well, I guess it was only long if you're running alongside the bike. He is whipped, exactly my goal.

Its beautiful here today, a nice crisp fall day. Earlier I was sitting in my room looking out the widow and I saw 2 baby deer in the cow field. I love living here. I hope the farm stays as long as I do. I will be sad if they ever decide to turn it into land from more houses.

I am getting ready to leave for Bible study in a little while. I have been in God's Word a lot already this week, but I am still looking forward to tonight. I do have to admit that I have been getting frustrated over the Word lately. So must to learn, so much to understand. I am frustrated because everything I want to know isn't there. And I am finding passages that just make me hurt because they confuses me so much! AUGH. I know that some of the answers I won't get until heaven and then I won't care anyway. God is not the God of confusion, so I need to pray more for clarity or a spirit that is content not knowing. Its tough, I like understanding.