If it weren't for pain, I am not sure that I would feel alive. Physical pain (I hurt my back!) and emotional pain have me in a place that isn't so much fun right now. I feel like this is a place that I have been in for a while and I am ready for a new season.
My mom is going on vacation for a week, so David will be gone as well. I am excited about having the house to myself for some QUIET TIME. I may never turn on the TV or CD player all week. I love my times of solitude and peace. There is always someone here, someone at the door, someone calling, or something beeping and needing my attention. Looking at things, maybe that is why I have been feeling like withdrawing for a while, its just time. I really have missed completely quiet time, periods of time absent of sound and activity. My heart is longing for this time, that is why I am up at 3:44 am. All is quiet.
posted by Alicia at 5/22/2004 03:45:15 AM
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