10 Years

I started chemotherapy ten years ago today.

There is so much I should write here but this is all that I can say right now, Its been my prayer today!

Thank you for being the God who heals. You didn't have to me, but you chose to. I am more excited about the life you gave me in Christ than the life you saved from cancer. Jesus thank you for calling my name over and over in the midst of tragedy. Thank you for sending people to speak Your love into my heart. Thank you for not giving up and continuing to love me even as I cursed You. God this is the first time in ten years that I have actually been able to thank you, from the depths of who I am, for cancer. Without it where would I be? Only You will ever know. Thank you for the people who prayed for my life and for my relationship with you. They may never know about my life with You.

God I ask you to continue to show me your grace and mercy. Continue to teach me lessons even at the highest prices. Its a scary thing to pray, but I know Your will is far better than mine.